Tuesday, December 22, 2009

? Having eyes gorged out and guts spilling out while others make merry
? Trapped in a stifling jar large enough to fit a human sized creature
? Trapped in a stifling jar totally invisible to every human being (so they can't bloody help you even if they wanted - but not like they did anyway)

When you read a book on the mental torture and nothingness and it sounds exactly like you,
its not gonna work man.
Two wrongs make a right (yes it damn well does), but not all the time.
When you can visualise a brutal murder - in your dreams, in the daytime, in the middle of the holiday season - all gory and merciless, and trace that hand holding the knife to your own body, you know something's wrong. It's not those movies or arcade games.
When you keep that knife so close to you knowing, feeling, pre-empting a stab in the back (when goddamnit there is nobody in the damn house),
then you really ought to plant that knife in your psycho head.

Paranoid, slightly chauvinistic, mix between superiority and inferiority complex, masochistic, sadistic. How similar to the elder

Psychiatrist help needed

outofmyhead @ 8:01 PM |

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Look at that girl in the mirror
Her body painted bright red
Look at those terrified eyes
They're screaming: Help me.. please
Look into those eyes, and you'll see
A woman;
whose heart is half stone cold;
the other half, still filled with warm blood.
A young man;
whose soul is filled with kindness;
whose dreams remain unshattered;
whose faith strengthens with each passing day.
An old man;
who aims to turn all hearts stone cold;
spread evil in all souls;
obliterate all dreams;
castigate all faiths.
Now look at her
But don't just look at her
Help her.. please

outofmyhead @ 9:11 PM |

Sunday, November 29, 2009

outofmyhead @ 9:09 PM |

Sunday, November 22, 2009

outofmyhead @ 9:24 PM |

Thursday, November 19, 2009


outofmyhead @ 8:43 PM |

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

its the midst of A levels and i've screwed up some papers but thats the least of my worries
when you're a slave in a rich man's house there's no wondering why
it doesnt even matter what results you get
when someone wants to see you suffer
what's there to do?

outofmyhead @ 10:50 PM |

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Look at Mr Deepshit Bigot's daughter.
She ain't called Deepshit but she carries the surname Bigot.
She ain't a bigot but people are gonna think so anyway.
No can do.
What to do?
Get married quicker to someone called Mr Awesome?
Mr Deepshit Bigot wouldnt allow his daughter to get married to someone with such awesome traits. It's too alien for him.
Elope?
What an arduous task.
It's too bad, Ms Bigot. Life is unfair.
Its unfair
unfair
unfair (repeat: 18 times, 1 for each year)
Face it.
How unlucky,
indeed.

outofmyhead @ 9:53 PM |

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